Butterflies Flew To Me.

that ageing fault engineered by thought faultlessly
human error designed purpose built and ready made
let's have it then no matter what the cost it's bought
the importance of integrity serve your pound of soul upon a dirty dish
wired to the max understandably but excuses in the past ok
every thought I think follows a million or 2 or however much more
on and on forever welcoming my heart inside and out
cross your mind over that unstable ignorance that you bare
lay you down hand you over give you up and give you in
what's it got to do with you anyway just go get some more
it turns you on your fear no tear I'll hold you to that one I'm sure
across those silent one's who lay back and stare easily
distant thought said to me I know your coming back to me
crumbling sensations rising to the top please go take a hike
to deal with it turns gold dust into fairy tales that I love and adore
people who perceive who are not what they seem to hold or glare
closeness in hearty hearts now that what feel's good to me
relentless unforgiving carelessly slaughtered by the beast I dare
you got what's coming remember what thought said to smile
dangerous as it goes though I didn't realise how deep it was
trouble is adaptation likes to take control in major severity sometimes
well let's take a trip up old memory lane then where butterflies flew to me
because I love it there flapping wings with a dragonfly here and there
lovely isn't it to be sweet and so adored love is lovely and free to give away
unwinding it all has to offer regardless of what's been seen or heard of
live a life of crime, of course, that's always been the way for sure
I know the sun very well and it's as hot as I can bear
blame it on you cause that's how it always was not scared anymore
keep writing it down I feel it leads my life in the proper way so try
and although find it hard sometimes to accept it and move on
doesn't mean I can't remember though if and when wanted to
allow me to remain the man I am and I suppose I want to be
with a little classy element of life's purgatories may I ask why is this me..??
it still matters not what we have been altogether now so rejoice
so now the vision is the distance that saw you run and hide
fair trade play, it certainly cost a lot £ss not involved but memories instead
lost found blown up and destroyed with amounts of animosity
that these few words paralyse my pen but forge on with pain anyway
into heaven sights an angel with wings like butterflies that float
hear it loud and clear that nutter can't see it hiding in his head
silence into silent impulsive imagination takes control once again
but where I'm happy here mostly in this weird world of mine
social media reasons forever are written down I really love it here
so to you all I say a blessing undisguised as all now known to be
that foundation of meanings of life is really real and pretty here for me
because I will tell you this and this one thing is for sure
that life twisted me and damaged me inside and more
so all I want to do is sit here and write about the things I like
and not only do I hope to learn from it but I hope you throw the dice
take a chance upon myself receive that magic glint in me
diamonds are forever and that's just what I want to be.