I am the lone wolf, and alone I'll always be
If I showed them. They wouldn't love the real me
So I am always changing myself so I'll be anybody, but Amber
When anyone is near me they start to burr
I have a Wolf spirit and soul and no one can change that
I know I was made - my creator made me then put me on a mat
I was made to have the most fucked up life
Though I was programmed not to use a knife
But anyways I can't. I am made out of metal
Though I still bleed what's with that bull
I'm sorry for the family that has to put up with me all the time
They probably wished I was a mime
But that's the thing I am one
Guess what? My mom thinks I should be a nun
I fucking hate people touching me - especially hugs
I am always in the woods so I'm always with bugs
Though I love them especially animals like spider and snake...
No one knows this, but you only know the fake
No one knows the real kid
That in over 7 years always hid
I am the ugly duckling, but no I won't turn into a swan
No I'll stay ugly and turn uglier. I'm not a swan
I'm the lone wolf that leads the pack
Who has so many scars on her back
Lies to everybody everyday and won't smile one bit
I'll always and forever get hit
I'm not like anyone else in this world
When someone looks at me they want to hurl
I trust not one living or dead soul
You know what's better than living out here? Living in a hole
I have different names, and they'll be from something inside
I cry every morning at 3-5
Though no one was there for me to tell me everything will be okay
I always have something to say
I am afraid of nothing, but myself
I have accepted everything, but myself
I am a lone wolf, and forever I'll be one
I wish the sun crashes into Earth and burns me - yes the sun
All of the demons have claimed me for their own
They all say they only want to loan
I'll never get a guy because none would want me
They'll just break my heart then leave me be
I wish someone could or would love me forever
If I asked a guy out they would say never
So forever I'll be the lone wolf you tossed with the other wolves
And I will come out leading all of the wolves
I would lead the wolf's pack
And they won't ever stab my back
Not like the petty human beings
We'll all fight, and the wolves will take the winnings
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This is very sad and I am very sorry that you have to live that way. However, this is also a fantastic poem, you are extremely talented, much better than I. I'm your age, and I cannot imagine what it must be like to be in your shoes, but I love reading your poems, they are amazing.
Thank you Tris. You are such a nice person, but don't worry about me. i just try to get through everyday, and try not to think about it to much. Though I appreciate you taking your time reading this. Although I'm sure you're better than me at writing.
You're welcome. I try to write, but it is not a strength of mine. Some of my better pieces I am not going to publish because the person it is about could read it lol. I don't know why writing is hard for me, but I just write because it helps me with stress. Anyways... I'll stop ranting haha keep writing!
Its fine I don't mind. Sorry for the late reply I had yo do stuff at school and go to other places. Though I think you are a great writer. You don't have to be Shakespeare tobe a writer. A writer is somebody who writes from the heart, and don't let other smart ass people let them down.
That is a wonderful way of thinking about that
So very sad, I hope things get better for you soon- Keep writing!
Thank you Hopey. I hope things get better also, but I'm not sure it can. I'll keep writing if you do too.
Its a deal 🙂
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