A PRODUCT OF MY ENVIRONMENT

I AM A RESULT OF THOSE ADULTS I ONCE RAN WITH...THOSE WHO HAVE BECOME STATISTICS OR ARE PERMANENTLY LIVING IN HUMAN WAREHOUSES...I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE DEAD PEOPLE,I SEE DEAD PUPILS...I AM WHAT THEY PERCEIVE ME TO BE,AND WHAT MIGHT THAT BE?...A THREAT TO SOCIETY?A HOODLUM WHO JUST ROAMS THE STREETS?...I LAY HERE,1000 THOUGHTS APPEAR,NOT ONE IS CLEAR...ONCE I USED TO HAVE VIVID MEMORIES,BUT THEY SEEM TO FADE AWAY AROUND HERE. ...LIVING WITH THOSE WHO WALK DRAPED IN TATTOO TEARS,THEY FORGET OVER THE YEARS. ...I'M A RESULT OF MY SURROUNDING PEERS, THOSE I'VE KNOWN FOR 20 PLUS YEARS...I AM A PRODUCT OF A BROKEN SYSTEM,YES,I FIRMLY BLAME THE SYSTEM...EITHER YOU'RE WITH THEM OR AGAINST THEM,OR ELSE YOU FALL VICTIM...VICTIM TO TOUGH ON CRIME RHETORIC, HOW PATHETIC. ...BUT THE MASSES GET BRAIN WASHED AND BLINDLY ACCEPT IT,NO QUESTIONS!...A FUNDAMENTAL MISCARRIAGE OF JUSTICE,DO I TRUST IN GOD?I DON'T TRUST SHIT!...I DON'T TRUST MY BEST FRIEND,CAUSE THEY ALL SWITCH ON YOU IN THE END...AND THEREFORE, I AM MY OWN BEST FRIEND, AND I'LL RIDE 'TILL THE END...GUN SHOTS,CROOKED COPS,LOOK AT THE HELICOPT. ...LIGHTS BRIGHT,DEADLY NIGHT,MY LIFE IN THE STREET LIFE...NO GIRL,NO HER,NO WIFE...JUST A SHARP KNIFE FOR ME TO STAY SAFE THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT...OUT OF SIGHT,OUT OF MIND...GOODBYE GUY! GO AHEAD AND WIPE THOSE TEARS FROM YOUR EYES...YOU ARE A PRODUCT OF THOSE OLDER GUYS, THOSE WHO GET DRUNK AND BECOME WISE...WISDOM IS ALIVE!LOOK IN HIS EYES...HE BELIEVES HE WILL REINCARNATE RIGHT AFTER HE DIES...BLUE SKIES,FULL MOON,DARK JUICE IN A SPOON...NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE SO WEAK AND CONSUME...HEADED FOR DOOM!LOUD KNOCKS ON MY DOOR (BOOM!BOOM!!BOOM!!!)...I TRY TO GUESS WHO?OPEN THE DOOR,DAMN!IT'S THE BOYS IN BLUE. ...METAL BRACELETS,LIVING LIFE AT A TURTLE'S PACE...I GO TO REFLECT, STARE AT MY FACE,DAMN WHAT A WASTE...MY LIFE DOWN THE DRAIN,AND YET I AM SANE...A PRODUCT OF MY ENVIRONMENT, I MUST ADAPT TO THE GAME.