VALLEY OF THE SHADOWS OF DEATH

I'VE WALKED THROUGH THE VALLEY IN THE SHADOWS OF DEATH. ...LIVING LIFE ON THE EDGE IN THE DARKNESS OF DEPTH...RUNNING THE STREETS AND THINKING THEM THERAPEUTIC. ...A TEMPORARY DISEASE, I WAS HOPING THE STREETS COULD CURE IT...I FELL ILL WHEN I SEEN MY PARTNER KILLED. ...FEELING VOID,EMPTY,MY HEART UN-FILLED...HEARING HIM CALLING MY NAME AND WATCHING MY BLOOD SPILL...AN UN-PLEASANT COLDNESS TAKING OVER,FEELING MY BONES CHILL...AFTER THE TRAGEDY,DID I ACQUIRE P.T.S.D?...TRAUMATIZED OVER HOMICIDE, PARANOIA TAKING OVER ME...A HAIR TRIGGER,ELIMINATING THE THREATS. ...LIVING LIFE BY THE GUN,TAKING HAZARDOUS STEPS...JUST A PRETEXT TO JUSTIFY MY SWIFT REFLEX,FEELING VEXED AND MAD AT THE WORLD,RELIEVING SOME OF MY STRESS...IN DISTRESS AND FEELING EXTREMELY ERRATIC...PACKING MY AUTOMATIC AND LETTING EVERYONE HAVE IT...I'VE BEEN ON BOTH SIDES OF THE GUN,BEEN THERE!DONE THAT!!STAYED STRAPPED!!!GAINED NOTHING FROM THAT!...BUT I'VE WALKED THROUGH THE VALLEY IN THE SHADOWS OF DEATH...DON'T KNOW WHAT'S NEXT SO I TAKE CAUTIOUS STEPS...HOPING TO BE BLESSED WITH YET ANOTHER DAY TO LIVE...REFLECTING AND CONTEMPLATING ON ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I DID...I'VE WALKED THROUGH THE VALLEY IN THE SHADOWS OF DEATH.