An almost wife

FUCK MY LIFE
To start things off girl fuck my life. I've said this since I lost my wife. Used to be mine I lost that race give you a hint she caries mace. This girl is crazy this girl is nuts I picture her when with these sluts. I often say that I don care she did me wrong it wasn't fair. Let her move on you do the same. Stop waking up saying her name. Stop with the dreams stop with the cries stop missing her think of the lies. Think of the hatred the abuse the fact ur mistakes was her excuse. She was so perfect she was my nut I knew without her my heart will rot.She was my angel and my soul she was my bottle and my bowl. She was my taco and my steak. She was hard work she was my break. She was my gas pedal and my clutch I miss that girl so fucking much. I tell her babe just come back home she tells me no she's really gone. So then I drive two thousand miles to escape the temptation and those eyes. Stand by the ocean on the rocks without no worries open up my eyes. The water is gorgeous so baby blue, chills down my back I'm seeing you. I can't escape I can't erase you from my heart your pretty face. I don't like baseball, you know that, but with these hoes I ran the plates. But there was one she just stood out picked her right up right out the crowd. We ran to first base but then we stopped it was enough my world was rocked. A kiss goodnight and off to bed woke to a message that made me sad. She tells me thanks says it was fun back to her boyfriend she will run. I put the gun up to my head I pull the trigger the barrel jammed. So maybe it's just not my time I packed my bags back on the run. Running from myself man fuck my life I really miss my fuckin wife. This life I lead my thoughts she feeds too bad I couldn't fulfill her needs. They say that love is always blind I saw it clear still let her down. She's like the icing on a cake the perfect seasoning to my steak. I swear that her I won't forget and every moment I won't regret. I miss this girl I hope she knows can't drink together it brings us close. It makes me miss it makes us kiss it brings us close and that I miss. All I got is honey she is my boo she is my heart reminds me of you. I've hurt her bad I made her cry now looking back I was a bad guy. She used to run from me be scared, won her love back, I am her dadThis bitch forgave me she's my dog a kiss from you awoke this frog. I'm like a song without a beat, a perfect poem that's incomplete. Opened my doors wide wish you'd a came its from the heart not spitting game. Don't want the riches the fortune the fame I just want you to scream my name.