Deep inside a twisted mind

A place I thought id never go
Where the wind whistles and eyes glow
Deep inside my twisted mind
The memories forgotten I will soon fin
this mountain im climbing, its crumbling down
The end of this black out is coming now
Bursts of sound, the floor is cracking
My feet cave, surely im not this brave
As I roll down this tumbling path
I ask
How do you keep going when you keep feeling pain, how do you stand strong
When full of shame
How do you pretend that you dont care
When deep down, your only friend is fear
How do you sleep when theres not much time
How do you look in the mirror, knowing who you use to be, you cant find
How do you carry on, knowing the future you behold
How do you not give up, I need to know
With a heart full of love, but a brain full of pain
My heads full of clouds, my eyes fill with rain
`your are strong` they say, ` you can get threw it I know theres a way`
What happens when your on the way, but the path you cant stay
Someone else you wish you could be
To live life to the fullest, no limits
The way it should be
But my strength, it cant be gripped
My hopes, my dreams, its a waste
There a ripp
Out of my head, out of my brain
The more I give, the longer it stays
Even when I think ive won, ive lost
But I want it gone no matter the cost