They're watching

Mass destruction of the mind
Total dysfunction of my hurt, hard to hide
complete abduction from my heart, the happiness
destruction, dysfunction, abduction, has left my heart with a vulnerable feeling

my entire body, from limb to limb, starts shaking
still my miserable heart is quaking
disheartened the word, to best fit my heart and feelings
neglected and dejected are the two meanings disrupting the healing

it's hard to hide
'cause they're watching
it's hard to cry
'cause they're watching
just have to smile
'cause they're watching
life feels like a mile
'cause they're watching...