Torn

i look for the sun

as I know it's there

i search for it

i stare;

into gray skies

masking the blue

my days are no longer bright

as they are not

with you;

was heaven

as close to earth could be

you took me from this place

your reality;

now strikes me

without regress 

had I not met you

i'd know much

less;

the meaning of love 

i could not bare this

heartbreak

had I not my life

to share;

the last few years

has brought so much joy

now turned to

tears;

from the sun

as it shines so brilliantly bright

it will bring happiness 

once more

good life

to you

love

i will not remain;

torn