The way she did me seemed downright wrong. I haven't been the same since then, yeah it's been that long. The taste of her lips, the softness of her skin. It's almost like a drug, that I'll never have again. I wasn't man enough to keep her, I wasn't strong enough. Eight long years have passed, I never knew how tough. Sleepless nights and endless days. Thinking of how to love her, in all kinds of different ways. Trial and error is the way it seems to be. Thinking of all the reasons, why she'll never be with me. I concentrate and contemplate on every single flaw. I couldn't count high enough, to compare her to them all. I've tortured myself with the thought of her, that's my own fault. But the love that I will always have for her, is kept in My Heart's vault. I close my eyes and count to three, hoping that she's thinking of me. And when they slowly start to open, I imagine her standing there still Unbroken. I apologize with every fiber of my being. The two years we spent together were more than just a fling. They say that words cannot describe, all of the love I have inside, rushing and gushing through my bones. Like a powerful roller coaster ride. We had our ups, we had our Downs. She would laugh hysterically, while I made funny sounds. Though she left my heart bruised and tender. There is one thing I want her to always remember. I will love her to the stars and past the Galaxy. I would knock down barriers for her and even change reality. Her beauty pulls you in like gravity. Just One Taste of her, could give you a cavity. I might be a grown man, but to tell you the truth. There's a part of me, that still has a sweet tooth. If I could show her that I too have changed. Would she exclude the reason, why we were estranged. Maybe I should accept that we can never be. If only she knew what she was missing, without me.
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is about the first girl i ever gave my heart too, and it still belongs to her to this day.
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sometimes people don't the greatness that is right in front of them. Maybe she'll open her eyes again and see your greatness once more. I love your story and writing. It has great imagery. I like it a lot
-Violetprincess
Thank you so much! Believe it or not, this actually got back to her and she contacted me the next day.
that's good. words have a way to getting to a woman's heart. It swells with love.
I wish you the best, I feel certain feelings you put into words such as "she left my heart bruised and tender" and "i concentrate and contemplate on every single flaw" and most important of all, "i i've tortured myself with the thought of her," beautiful wording. I can't wait to see more of your poems!
Thank you so much! I really didn't think people would like it that much since its my first poem to let anybody read.
I wish you the best, I feel certain feelings you put into words such as "she left my heart bruised and tender" and "i concentrate and contemplate on every single flaw" and most important of all, "i i've tortured myself with the thought of her," beautiful wording. I can't wait to see more of your poems!
I wish you the best, I feel certain feelings you put into words such as "she left my heart bruised and tender" and "i concentrate and contemplate on every single flaw" and most important of all, "i i've tortured myself with the thought of her," beautiful wording. I can't wait to see more of your poems!
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