Circus On The Nile

Mercury stopped its retrograde bullshit yesterday

Dead-center

In the ordinary world, it had with it a feeling of normality

Business picked up

I could see it all so clearly

In the Land of the Lost, apparently it was a huge uproar

The straight couples were all fighting

Disrespecting each other completely

Nothing shocking

Nothing new

For those who cannot ever seem to count their blessings to save their dwindling souls

No light in their eyes

No New Year's resolutions

No goals

Other than to exist

To breathe

That is not living, if you ask me

But you didn't

I did it for you

How rude of me

I just don't see that silver lining that somehow still lies intact

Hiding in the sacred vows that are penned in the pages that are bound together by it

All that I can rightfully do is stand behind my loved ones in all that they believe for themselves

I am not going to stop them from lashing out when they are trapped within the walls of their own drunken rage

If they insist upon falling, it is not up to me

Not for me to change

It's not my right to stop them from hitting the ground

I have found absolutely no peace in interventions

In hindsight, I just now remembered the peace that is often found in activities that seem to others risque, or whatever...

I hate losing out on all the money that is in the stars for me to collect

Protecting my vitality costs me millions

Earned over expanses of time

Lifetimes

An emperor

A queen

Everything in between

Egyptian heart and soul

Blood flowing thicker than the Nile

Now, I am bound to all that I imagined over this last brutal retrograde

I should have already been paid my dues

I am about to go places nobody I know has ever seen

Yeah, I am a mean slice of Heaven, I know...

I am glowing

The oil in this skin is not to be scathed

I have already seen them do everything you can fathom just to take shit that was never theirs

I have even seen them drinking from the frothy waters that I leave behind me after this beast of a body has bathed

Lapping it up like sex-crazed hyenas

It's a circus

I am a star

A high-rise acrobat

A magician

A clown, shot out of a cannon

I am flying higher than the Moon

Never looking back

Never coming down...

1/09/2017