Misconceptions

I see you in a shadow the dark soul that you are
Where once I saw a ray of hope there is but a scar
The light that shone above me in the void
Faded to nothing and was destroyed
Sitting in a corner all alone
Scared to move on my own
There is no window to let in the sun
No door to which I can simply run
Its only me and this cold dark
All black emptiness so stark
How did I get here
How did I get captured by my worst fear
How do I escape when I don't know how
Where are you now
When I need you the most
Where's all the love you used to boast
You said you'd always be the one I could call
So why am I crying up againt this wall
You said you'd hold me and make it better
Why are my arms alone as my face grows wetter
What happen to ill ne there to help you through it
Im still waiting when will you do it
What happened to that forever
Or was that just to make me feel better
Was it all just a bunch of lies.
Just some petty little disguise
What happen to trust and honesty
What happen to all you promised me
I gave you all I ever had and so much more
Love in return is all I ever asked you for
But I see the truth of your masquerade
I give you props for the good game you played
My heart must of been quite a prize
Of such magnameous size
It never was much good to me
Just caused me pain and misery
So I say thanks its yours
Its nothing but an annoying curse
I should be happy but Ill miss it.
Maybe If id took better caution with it
Tooo late for regrets
Im done with emotional bets
Its just me and my hard corner in the black.
But atleast it'll always have my back