Ironic cries

Emotionless, yet full of emotion
Many emotions fill my heart like water being poured in a glass
Filling up until it starts pouring out of the glass
It keeps rising and rising and rising

Someone dies yet I do not cry
Someone betrays me yet I do not cry
I do not cry when someone is hurting
But when I watch a world that is not reality I cry
I wonder why I cry when it doesn't matter
I wonder why I do not cry

Will I break down someday?
When everyone is gone will I cry?
Or just watch and watch and watch
Not knowing what to do, what to say
I wonder why I do not cry
I wonder why I cry when a watch a world that is not reality