Haunted

Emotions haunt me
How I really feel
Taunts me ..
Hiding it hurts me inevitably
But that's the only way I can cope

There's not one person I can show
There not one place that I can go
I'm on my own ..always have been always will be
What will it take for you to see
Behind these 10 foot walls , submerged in this deep dark sea of sadness anger hurt & self pity
That I truly am not happy ..
I just want one person that can read me

see the real me

not what I drop on surface purposely playing hide and seek .. but alas i hope for something that can never be reached

..a hope that seems to sit on Mount Everests peak

a hope that no one will seek to attain it's a shame such a sweet girl with such restraint

..so scared to take chances so scared to put herself on the line ..

such restraints has her afraid to shine ..

nor reach her full potential self love is essential

and she has that or at least she likes to believe she does ...