You built me up, you broke me down

You built me up all tough and strong,
To hide my feelings where they belong,
In my mind far away,
For no one else to see today,

You bruised abused and damaged me,
And today I still cannot see
Why you broke my heart back then,
And why it still cannot mend,

Black eyes and bruised arms,
Causing my gross sweaty palms,
You said again with the waterworks
As I tried to stop the feeling hurts,

You broke me down till i felt nothing,
Now I'm on the ground huffing and puffing,
They kick hit and yell at me,
Yet now I feel nothing you see,

Bruised and broken,
Black and swollen,
I know it's there yet I feel nothing,
You built me up all tough and strong,
And now I'm going back where I belong,

I'm crying, dying, and falling,
They continue malling,
Not long now till I am dead,
Maybe then my messed up head
Will finally be put to rest.