Once we were

Once we were something
I'm unsure of what
Someone to you, but not a lot
Someone to me, sweet energy
Between us
Spilling my life, now cuts like a knife
My total escape, my joy, my light,has gone
I'm hurt
Wind from my sails, unable to smile
Emptiness sets in, tears fall like gin
I miss you
We could have been all, but had to fall
Because of many a wall that's been built
Solid concert, starting to crack
The light getting through
Your demons attack
Back up with the stone, I'm left alone
Once again
I'm left wondering, how to smash past the cold harshness of the outer you
It's so lonely in there
So full of despair
I want to love you, but you won't allow it
You run like the wind
Past me and beyond, leaving only memories
leaving my heart to bleed out
My soul broken and myself crumpled
I hope that you're fine and living happier now
Now that word, was all you ever had to live in
You feared feeling, I felt it, I felt you feel me
I only ever needed you to love me