I hate going to bed
Because I'm scared of what I'll see
A thousand thoughts race through my head
It's a never ending cycle stuck on repeat
It's just a bunch of "what ifs"
And things that will never happen
But a girl can dare to dream can't she?
When she's lost all hope in the everyday things
But what happens when you can't tell which one is worse
The thoughts in your head as you lay there
Or the countless dreams of an almost pair
The two worlds seem to blend and smear
All that is not what it seems
I close my eyes and feel my nightmares shift slowly into dreams
I am stuck in a dreamland.