DEMONS

am i getting through it
or im i just pressing pause
to my demons
and their sharp claws

when you have nothing
there's nothing you can lose
nothing you can say
and nothing you can do

when you feel like cutting
your urges get stronger
the night seems to just
last so much longer

when you hold the blade
and you take it to your skin
only you can decide
which one wins

if the blade wins
you regret it
if you win
you'll never forget it

the time you stopped
and said no
to those stupid demons
and finally pulled through