Lonelyness

This time I think I lost

Then why do I

feel I won

All it only shows

is that I ended up

a bum

I never ever cared

and sometimes

really don't

People seen I've changed

but knowing they never wont

That's what's wrong

with the world today

We age faster than we change

We'll never realize

til it's too late

Til everyone we love

left you alone to stay

I'm more scared of crying

than I am of dying

I'm tired of trying

to think of a reason to live

I feel I've given all I could give

My life was mine to take

so that there's no mistake

No one really to blame

no one but lonelyness..By:D.DeLaCruz