Not suprised

Reaching out they say
It'll be all right
Still though I can't sleep threw the
Night
I feel like they try
but there letting me down
And if I let go, will I ever be found?
This life is new ,
And I feel so alone
I've looked left and right,
But I still haven't found home
Because no matter what I'm
Still alone
Soggy tears fill my eyes
In the middle of a crowded room,
But I'm not surprised
People lips are moving
I know their speaking
I cant understand them because
I'm trapped in my thinking
Everyone starts laughing
So I laugh to
They don't really know me
And I can't trust them too
I heard it once, I've heard it twice
People give me the
Same and different advice
Which is right which is wrong
Why can't I just disappear
Just be gone

~LML ~