Anxiety

It encompasses my being, shatters my dreams and exhibits my cowardliness amongst others. Alienation is the only thing keeping my mind sane but yet I find my mind running in circles trying to find a solution to every worriment my life entails when in solitude. But truly, the premier issue of my restlessness comes from others. Repeatedly plotting schemes to seem more intelligent, more per say' "put together." Left and right my conscious is screaming at my soul as my heart tells me different. The war between my heart and mind will never cease... it won't die... it will forever be this monstrous creature inside of me calling me and chanting from a far. But as I grow old I must be cognizant of my endowment to myself. This is a disease that will long prevail but a disease that I refuse to let espouse my soul. -anxiety