To the teenagers who do it for attention.

" To the teenagers who do it for attention,
You want mental illness,
Here fucking take all of mine,
You want depression so bad,
You want to feel the pain and misery,
you want to lay in bed for days on in,
Have no motivation to do shit,
Not be able to funtion,
Shower,
Eat properly,
Sleep for hours on in,
Or have insomic nights?
You want Borderline personality disorder?
You can have the feeling of everyone hating you,
Everyone abandoning you,
You pushing away loved ones.
You want the self destruction,
Or the feeling of needing to having to self-harm?
Do you want to reckless behavior?
Just because you get nervous before a test doesn't mean you have severe anxiety.
You want anxiety so bad?
Here take my countless nights of having anxiety so bad I'm clawing at myself?
Do you want PTSD so fucking goddamn bad?
Take other people's nightmares,
And terrors.
You want bipolar disorder?
Take it,
I can't handle it.
Stop self diagnosing yourself.
Do you honestly want all of this shit?
You just want attention,
And if you want all of this.
You are so fucked up in the goddamn head."

-Ky Musselman.