Is a blood clot just my brain

If i had a blood clot would i die ? I mean i thought a blood clot is when you blood clots all up right? Wrong. But people ie from it so who can be wrong? No no no no no you just don't get it the problem is not your blood. Its my brain my brain is all clot with words saying your a loser, grow up, it will get better, get a life, are you ok , what? How? When? Why? Will? Those questions play in my head like playing spin the bottle and trying to kiss the girl or merry go round except when i want off i can't. I can't get off the ride there is no way once you get on you can never get off. While i'm setting on the hospital bed wondering what is a blood clot do i have one or how did i get it in the begin with i guess we will never know.y brain is jumping like frogs do when the hope one paddle to the next so when the doctors tell me ypu have a blood clot i say no doctor its just my brain causr i am not dying because of my blood i'm dying because of my brain.