save me

Make me okay
Make me scared
I want to be seen
I want to be heard

I want to feel
Something, anything
Please god stop making me numb
I'm so confused on everything

Something happens
I get scared
Someone shouts
I become feared

Nothing you can do
When you've been hurt
Broken and bruised
The words I wrote

When you left me for dead
I had nothing to say
I laid on your bed
Wishing I was okay

Wanting to be dead
I wish you could've known
That what you did
Scarred me for all my life

I'll always have flash backs
And panic attacks
And tears would come from my eyes
And I'm sick of hearing the sound of my not so innocent cries