Toxic

You were toxic

All my energy was given to you

All my time was given to you

All my love was given to you

 

You were toxic

 

You said you loved me...

It was an obsession not love

You said you would never yell at me like that again...

I made a small mistake again

You said you didn't want me for sex...

That's all that ever happened

 

You were toxic

 

You used me

You abused me

You tore my emotions to shreds

 

You were toxic

 

I stayed because I didn't want you in pain

I stayed because I didn't want you to self destruct

I stayed because I truly loved you

 

You were toxic

 

I left you

 

You were toxic

 

I finally did it

I left what was poisoning me

 

You were toxic

 

You still wait in the background

Waiting to see if I will ever take you back

 

I will NOT let you back into my life