i hadn't ate in a week
i was weak.
i took the drink it went straight to my heart
i fell apart
i told use my insecurities. my fears
i wish use hadn't listened. just blocked your ears
my head was spinning
my demons were winning
i wanted to die
to lie there and cry
i crawled through the grass
past the broken glass
i didn't know what was going on
why cant i just fucking be gone
use were so twisted
i just lay there and existed
i climbed on the wall
i wanted to fall
i looked into your eyes and i seen stars
pushed you away. putting myself behind bars
the pain i feel
i want to squeal
everything you said was lies
let me hang out with the other guys
i promised to never let you down
maybe that's why i didn't let myself drown
id do anything for you
everything i say its always fucking true
in my head im really confused
my ribs my back my heart there all beaten and bruised
i just want to lie here
make everything i feel just disappear
im a broken fairy tale
for no matter how much i fail
i cant help but not give up
i always push back to get on top
everyone hurts me. so hit me hard
you knocked me down you took my guard
but ill take all the hits
because i now your worth it
so just do it finish me now
look its easy ill show you how
hit my heart and watch it break!
don't worry you wont feel the ache
enough. no more controversy
do it! for people have no mercy
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Author:
M.M (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: i got drunk last night. i can't remember much, but i can tell it was horrible because now I'm left with the pain. the people i talk to I'm really distant from but i can't tell why. so to conclude my horrible experience that is all rather a blur. i drank to try make myself happy because its worked before.
- Category: Sad
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Comments3
This is incredible
Absolutely brilliant
It reads like a rap song
Well done lady !!!!
thank you! i appreciate it
Great poem, lovely flow to it
thank you! it means a lot
Surprised you are able to write so well during a hangover. Kudos.
so am i , thank you
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