No choices

I am a destroyer everything I touch everything I see everything I do I ruined I believe once life is truly up your time Runs Out and over time no one cares about you anymore you cease to exist cease to be known you're nothing we're all doomed to repeat the past the future is a myth everything is predestined life. Can we even call it a life If all we're going to do is die shouldn't we call this a definite ending. It's more like a sentencing... the beginning of the end. From the time we're born we know we will die we know that as time goes by everyone we loved known and cared about will perish some sooner than others the ones left behind are the sad ones since they don't get to know what happens to their beloved. Even if they meet the same fate there's no guarantee that they'll end up in the same place. Isolation is the worst not being able. to be alone by choice. Life is full of mysterious anomalies you don't get to choose. Nothing about it is a choice you don't get to choose your name don't get to choose where you're born you don't get to choose what you become it just happens. Your drive and the way you strive to be is the Definate factor of who you are and who you become. Sometimes I wish I never got to taste of life because then maybe I wouldn't be as sad.I don't fear death I fear the idea of everything still moving on the fact that I won't get to know what happens is the most terrifying part. But the truth is it doesn't really matter cuz everyone leaves..