I thought you would've stayed

At night I'm walking
My fingers are tapping
All I have to think about is how could all of this have happen

All this anger trapped in
All they would tell me is that you would have the answer
I just couldn't wait no longer , all my peace and love is in a camber

Why won't you send something angelic to save me or something demonic to kill me

I lost faith in you when I was thirteen
Why do you make it a daily routine
To kill me

I don't shed tears ,I've replaced them with all these beers
I had all that shit for years
Every time I have happiness,you make that shit disappear

Where's my redemption or absolution
For my anger can stop its accession

Why won't you send something angelic to save me or something demonic to kill me

I just can't take this shit no more
You have forsaken me
Instead of staying you went for the door
Now death is the only thing that'll make me happy

I can remember it all , heaven's and hell's Great War
Giving my heart in pain to its core
They said you'd be there ,but they didn't swore
 my life been torn

She was in my arms
The only one who kept me sane
She's the one who kept me out of harms way
The one that destroyed that pain
Just wish she stayed

Why won't you send something angelic to save me or something demonic to kill me
Why won't you send something angelic to save me or something demonic to kill me