I don't know what I'm feeling

Uh...... This shit that I'm feeling right now is real ........ Everything I do and say is true .....listen up.

When I saw you immediately dove right in
Hoped and prayed to above that you're the one
Every time I think of you my depression gets shoved away
Girl I don't know but I think I'm in love with you

So much pain and agony you got rid of
Just being alone is what I'm sick of
I just hope you're my one and only true love

But same time I swore I'd never fall for you
I can't tell anymore ,my mind is all mushed and screwed
Before you all I wanted was death
Now you're the one who takes my breath

I hate you but I love you
Every time I reach for you there's a gate
Fuck man what am I afraid of
I have the guts to talk to all these hoes but when it comes to you I'm afraid to lose

So much pain and agony you got rid of just being alone is what I'm sick of I just hope you're my one and only true love

I can remember the very first time I saw you
Standing there with friends looking all gorgeous
I can even remember what you wore
Skin tight jeans and a t shirt of black and blue
I just wish I had a sign or clue , to see what I feel now is true

Look at us now all grownup
You're the one I can give things up for
I'll just have to swallow my pride and standup to you
Confess myself
Could you take guess on what
I'm not trying to impress
I feel like this is a test
With you I'm blessed
Baby girl I'll stop the lies, but please let me take you to paradise

So much pain and agony you you got rid of just being alone is what I'm sick of I just hope you're my one and only true love