the past isn't easy

my innocence was not for you to take advantage of 

your ill intentions hid behind your pride  

It was supposed to be with someone I love

but you put my hopes aside 

all along it was his plan 

for you to cause my pain 

I never expected my lips to press with a man 

or for the sky to rain 

But both happened that day 

so because of you I will never be the same 

So I think of ways i can make you pay 

and ways to forget your name