How Long

Every morning i wake in hopes u finally text me ur back. But im wrong. Every nite i think about u and cant sleep, and end up tossing n turning all nite long. Trying to forget of what i thought we had, wishing for a brand new start, without u in it. Because this pain is tearing me apart. Wish u were back in my arms not having any doubt when you'll be home. But sometimes its so hard to stay strong, especially when u dont know how long u have to hold on.