Between us there is no more Kissing, no Hugging.
My heart is broken, cause I think your Cheating.
Tears running down my cheeks, cause o am Crying.
The excuses you tell me, I am no longer Buying.
Burns on my hands, from Cooking.
So wore out, from Trying.
Bruises on my body, cause your Abusing.
Muscles so sore, from Shaking.
Can't have nothing, cause all of it your always Breaking.
My anxiety is bad, from Stressing.
Feet hurt, from Standing.
Legs and back hurts, from hours of Cleaning.
Tired of seeing you, with other women Flirting.
Body hurts, from always Working.
Our lives together, no more are we Sharing.
Going crazy, cause inside I am Dieing.
To make this work, I was Willing.
You are always, Taking but never, Giving.
About anything, you was not Caring.
And me, you was never Loving.
Straight to my face, always Lieing.
I can't stand, how I am Feeling.
Tired of walking on eggshells when I'm around you, And my kids, I always, have to be Shielding.
From all the stuff, your always Throwing.
And their hearts, your Killing.
With crazy stuff, their minds you are Filling.
We are always, Arguing, Fusing or Fighting.
If I had to spend one more day this way, I'd rather not be Living.
I'm so exhausted, from Pretending.
Always faking, Smiling.
Like everything is fine, like it was in the Beginning.
So it's over now, I am Leaving.
On whether I come back or not, people are Betting.
I'm getting my own place, that I'll be Renting.
A new school, the kids will be Attending.
Applications for a job, I have been Sending.
My feelings for you, soon away, they'll be Going.
Just leave us alone now, I am Begging.
For you to have a happy, good life, I am Hoping.
To be happy, treated right, is what me and my kids are Needing.
Someone to Truly Love us, is what I am Wanting.
For God to be with me and my kids, I am Praying.
Laying in bed, at night, in quite, is the best place for me, to do my Thinking.
I know I can get it together, with God Helping.
I have Faith in God and I am Believing.
Maybe now, we will have a happy Ending.
Then I'm gonna try to, stop Smoking.
And with all this, I can be a better Mother to my kids.
Thank you Lord for anyways being here, Understanding, Loving and Forgiving....
Written by: Krystal Brewington
06-19-2017
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Krystal Brewington/Poore (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: This is exactly my life to a T. Right now.. Sorry hasn't ended yet and will NOT end this way. There will be a part 2, to this. How me and my kids lives are afterwards. Can't wait to see and figure out how that will be and how I'll write the next one. Coming out soon. Be looking for "My Life part 2."
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Not finished. Something happened where I can't finish it. But I'll edit it tomorrow and finish writing the rest.
Krystal I read all your poems and they moved me. I do hope you can work through some of your pain by writing. I am new here, but it seems to me that there is a lot of support from all of us fellow writers. And by the way, I was born on April 3 as well, only many many moons before you!
Thank you ask so much. Hour you like the rest of what this was, which I just added it all tonight.. And as me and my kids lives moves on I'll be writing a second part to this. Of hopefully how much better our lives have gotten. And thank you I do hope I can work through all my problems. Yes writing does help A LOT. And nice to have support from every one on here...
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