why ?

why did i ever fall in love with you
why did i ever laugh at your dumb jokes
why did i fall for the bullshit lies you told me
now im sitting in my room staring at completely nothing
with a shattered heart that's can't be repaired
you told me loved me
you told me you didn't love ne anymore
you told me you'd never leave
you left
you left
you fucking left
you left me standing there in my own tears, in the pieces of my broken heart
and when you left i broke down to my knee crying wondering what i did wrong and what i could've done to make it better
but im stuck with unanswered questions that's haunting me every single second of my day
but the question i always ask the most is
why ?