The Secret Love

I'm offered a chance with the most perfect women there's ever going to be,
Stood in my way is a babe I've not met but is formed of me,
I'm all alone at home writing this sorry tune,
I'm at home with Pepper asking her what I should do.

It's midnight now I'm still up with questions running through my mind,
Knowing I'll hold regrets with whatever I decide,
I'm just a man how can people expect me to get it right?
There's a weak option I have considered, to jump on the next flight.

Writing seems to help but it's not going to make decisions for me,
I need to be strong do what's right and not think of my own glory,
My eyes are weary sleep has not found me,
These thoughts so strong I don't feel drowsy.

She's alone in her bed I want to be there to hold her tight,
Those times with her nothing else has ever felt so right,
I miss her my heart cries a tear rolling from my eye,
These decisions might break me but I can't continue this lie,
She's perfect I weep I want her in my life.

She's says she loves me I pray it's true,
With what I might decide I'll need her strength to help me through,
It's not fair on her, should I stop and give her the chance of a simple love?
She says she wants me I want her is that enough?