I wish i never meant you
you hurt me I'm scared of you
i was only 15 years old
when you told me to lay down and stay there and don't say anything
when all i did was cry because all the pain i was filling
i told you to stop but you just keep going because you were feeding of the pain
you were getting from me
when you raped me more then once
i had to take showers more the once to get the smell off of me but it didn't cover the scars that i had all over my body your hand marks where you pined me to the floor and where you cut me and tied me up to a chair
i have nightmare every night i wake up screaming you took something away from me and i can never get it back
i wish i never meant you so i didn't have to go trough this pain the scars that you gave me that i never wanted
but 2 day after it happened my brother made take a pregnancy test and i came back pregnant
with a little girl that i had at 16 years old i was still in high school
my family told me i was to young to raise a child but i raised her until she was 4 years old and my brother
took her in until i finished high school i can have her back but he never gave her back i still get to talk to her and see her she is now 14 years old and i can see the moister in her but i also see me as well in her i love her so much but i still have the scars from when i was 15 years old and it will never go away.
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Author:
adeana stobs (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: July 11th, 2017 15:18
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Scars don't disappear. They simply fade. Time doesn't heal all of the wounds that we have, but it can lessen the burden. I know it's not easy to forget, but remember, you need to be there for your daughter. Best of luck, and thanks for sharing.
thank you and your welcome and i know the man that did that to me is in prison for life
I'm glad he is. He deserves worse.
i know my daughter know what happened to me and how she came in this world but she tells everyone at school that my husband is her dad
That's sweet. A parent isn't always biological. Sometimes, a parent is the one that's earned the right to be.
yep that's true
That's some raw truth. Thank you for sharing and having the strength that you have. I honestly take this deep breath after the tears for your words, letting them dry on my face hoping to relieve some of that pain from your Scars.
Take good care
thank you
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