Happy Fathers day

Happy father's day to the man that ripped out my heart when he left and never returned. The man who can around only when he thought I wanted to play his games. The man who loved to stop by and bring gifts so that I can forget about the time when he said we were gonna take a trip...to Disney World. Happy father's day to the man who thought it was okay to leave his first love and his only girl without a father. Leaving me to cling on to another for the love of a father. Who left me hoping and wishing that my daughter has a male figure because I don't wanna pull that trigger and have to tell her to man up when her own father didn't wanna man up and make room for her. Happy father's day to the best dad in the world who had a baby girl and named her "Jimyra" so as a reminder to that poor little girl you will always be close to her. Happy father's day to that little girl that shares your last name even though I should wear it with pride, I wear it with vain because you played mind games on me making me believe that someday..maybe one daddy would be coming home to me. Happy father's day to the best role model that I had because even though you were never here you claimed you was the best dad and Casper the ghost helped raise your kids but at that age, you wanted to sugar coat the truth. You said Casper the ghost helped raise your kids but daddy, in reality, all you did was run and hide. You told me lies. You sugar coated the truth because you knew that I would always have this faith in you. Happy father's day to the best man that could ever live. The one who lived on social media flashing his new family. Hashtagging his new daughter like she's a dime. Flashing his new wife like he didn't need that part of me. Like he was better off without me. Happy father's day to the best sperm donor in the world. The one who always won at hide and go seek. The one who won at freeze tag because you froze my heart when I realize that daddy wasn't coming home to me. Daddy wasn't even gonna show up to see me next week. Daddy wasn't gonna put the money in the mail. Daddy was just gonna make empty promises and bail like he always did when it came down to me. Happy father's day to the dad that I can't separate from because my name is "Jimyra Knight" and you would kill me if I changed my name. It hurts to walk around with this disappoint attached to all my future accomplishments. Happy father's day to the guy who had a hand in raising and shaping me. Happy father's day to the guy who was so well at breaking my heart and getting away with this crime. Happy father's day to the best dad of mine.