For My Husband, Casey.

I never knew why we fell apart

We were so in love and promised that this will be a start, 

Of a new relationship that we longed forever

But I guess we let pride and stress took over

I still remember when we first met, I was in Basic.

Our love story was amazing and now its tragic

You promised that no matter what, we will make it! 

But you left and now our hearts are split

How could this be real? 

Oh! How could this be true?

My heart is so broken, and I am alone without you

But you left and now I am so blue 

How can time mend this broken heart of mine? 

I thought we will make it, thought we will be fine,

I was wrong for you are weak, 

My heart, my soul, my whole being is so bleak

It was July 9th when you decided to let go,

Sure, I answer its fine! but that was my ego

Maybe, if, should have or could have was been said,

It might not be like this, you might not have fled

Oh life is so cruel!

And life for me is unfair!

My heart could not breathe and could not bare,

The sorrow, the agony and the despair.

I love you so much my dear husband, even now  you’re gone,

I am trying so hard to be brave and be strong,

But my heart and soul is calling your name!

And this will be the end of me cause I will never be the same.