gone ghost.

I always fought for you

My heart is now marked by battle scars.

I hope you can sleep easy at night

While I chase the skies and gather stars

To make a wish

My only one

To ask the reasons

For what we'd become

 

Because I've searched for the answers

I've yet to discover

Why I'm always going to be

Second best to the other

 

The questions arise within my mind

All the time and they're making me blind 

To any logical sign designed to make me see sense,

I guess I'm just on the other side of the fence...

 

Emotions immense 

They take control

Discarding of any properties 

That make me whole 

 

I'm now alone

With the thoughts that provoke me

Consisting of the only one girl

Who ever broke me

 

But I hope you're warm and cozy

With the fact that you still know me..

 

For the girl I once knew

Was a genius of disguise

She made it all to easy

To believe in all her lies

 

I now say goodbye

To that divide,

The disconnect 

And lies you hide inside 

For I've tried and I've tried..

But now, I, am done

 

Because at the end of the day

What more can I do

What more can I say

What more can I beg 

For the longest time I've been on my last leg 

I believed in every word that you said

 

Now I expect I'll forgive

But I'll never forget...