The Storm

I'm not perfect, I make mistakes,

Try my best, but my will breaks,

I do my all, but still I fail,

When it rains, it hits like hail,

The clouds are dark, block out the light,

I tell myself, I'll be alright,

But it still comes, and I retreat,

No hope left, admit defeat,

On my own, can't bare the storm,

Thoughts inside, outside the norm,

It's the end, my time is near,

Rationale, replaced by fear.