Michael (reupload)

Slowly.
I cling to you-
your words are the sweet toxin I inhale
the sweet toxin I live off of-
your esoteric smile sends a wave of goosebumps bobbing up and down my arms,

Slowly.

Everything was so beautiful when I was with you,
Colors swirl- Intertwining with each-other to create a canvas in the sky,
Life was never so lovely,
but-
Slowly.

slowly they faded,
reds, oranges, and green fading to cancerous black, grays, and beige.
You made me feel as if I was gliding through the skies, my problems buried 6 feet under the ground.
but-
Suddenly,

Suddenly,

Suddenly,

Suddenly your ontop of me, Your body pressed against mine, I try my best to escape by pushing you off but its no use, despite you being skinner then a skeleton with a spine that could cut diamonds you suddenly weigh 10 tons,

I cry,

I scream,

I plead,

but nothing is working, and

Slowly,

Slowly,

Slowly,

Your talon like hands have made there way down my pants, your fingers playing a song on my clit,

Your chest huffing and puffing above me, with your forrest of chest hair dancing along to the melody,

Slowly your sweet, toxin filled words are turning into nightmarish shrieks, filling the room with black clouds of lies.

The colors have intertwined into a rainbow of hate.

Life has never been so ugly,

but

Slowly,

Slowly,

Slowly it gets worse,

You rip, pull, and tear my pants off, my hands too busy covering my eyes from the dark demon that stands before me, the eternal darkness in my head being a prettier sight then your grotesque human shaped body

Suddenly

Your inside of me, thrusting yourself into me, planting yourself inside of my body like its something you own,

The goosebumps are back, rolling up and down my body like vicious ocean waves on a stormy night,

Suddenly,

Suddenly you've left your mark inside of me and all over my body, I scream in relif that its over for now but,

It wasn't over,

It will never be over.