~Sending Love~

Sometimes I can not avoid not to compare you with other women,
That I meet in this life which became my acquaintances and friends.
I never had encountered a behavior like yours,
So I can’t help it without being fascinated and adore.

I know I'm not worthy of you,
In all aspects of life here in the world we live in.
I accept that and I’ll never force myself to you,
I just ignored my thoughts on how I was contemplating.

I do not love you as a romantic love,
I convinced myself I’m just a big fan of you, darling
You don’t even need to know it, only the one above
I am so impressed with your whole being.

How can you control your anger, I'm wondering.
Your voice is still soft even though I know you are angry.
Your undying love to him even when he's gone with the wind.
The respect and politeness of the children to their Mommy…

I hope and pray that I will meet someone better,
That has a characteristics like you as my life partner.
But I knew every person is unique and you may be the only one in the world,
It's okay to me even if she is not as good as you,
I don’t have the right to choose because maybe I’m lacking something too.
All I wanted is, she’s beautiful inside and loves cleanliness,
Not just on her body but also on her surroundings.

I’ll always love you,
I think I can’t ever find someone just like you.
I may not see you again or maybe for the moment.
Thanks to you, I have learned more about this life.