What Is it worth

do I have to try
why can't I just do what I know some want
I can go away
we can go away
why don't we
is all this pain worth it
what about the future
what makes it so special
what makes me stay here
there are so many ways to stop it all
so please don't be mad
there are some things we can't handle
I can't handle this world alone
If  I go would you cry
would you wonder why
If I survived
How would you react