What limits

call upon your inner self to awaken your bliss,
let go of life and live,
ive reached a point where i weigh my desires and needs,
i find myself wanting,
respect, money, self worth, friendship,
above all that peace,
i want and i wish and have yet to put aside my clinging needs,
my soul it feeds like a pig,
chasing pleasure, feeling pain, sorrow, ecstasy
my vice is that im too free,
unfulfilled, willing it to be better,
when the weathers dry i want it wetter,
i cling to my desire for change like a frightened boy,
its what i live for