Regrets

8-16-17

i'm trying my best not to think
that i'll loose her in just a blink
but all theses feelings are oh so true
that i don't even matter to you

if i have decided to leave he'll be there
he have his hands oh so bare
his arms will be you next pillow
now i weep my tears too shallow

its hard to to face the truth
that this tree will never more bear a fruit
i'm planting things that i have withered
trying to save the remaining weather

in my dreams i see your smile
feels like its worth the while
i can't write i can't think of anything
i wanted to pour out everything

this feelings i can never stand
without you it feels like sand
in where i drown but i still breathe
i want to be gone but cant exceed

this feelings is crawling like a snake
little by little it chokes my nape
like a poison killing me slowly
death is visiting me happily

it seems to love visiting me
i wonder if i'm already crazy
maybe one day it'll be a bit hazy
see my dreams go so happily

all i wanted to wish is that all those dreams
be one day be true as it seems
doesn't matter if in the end it ain't me
i just hope he makes you happy

i'll be fine.