I Wonder When

I'm an army of one, with the will of a thousand men

Sat here asking, waiting, wondering when

Should I be fighting harder, or awaiting attack?

I feel destiny won't tolerate my confusion.

 

So many have won their battle, its seems with no real tactic,

And I'd love to know how but I just don't understand it.

If they say time is a healer then am I scarred for life?

Travelling towards definity, yet moving only at the speed of might.

 

And I've tried striving and thinking,

It ended in diving and sinking.

But there's only ever one way you can go I guess.

 

So I ask,

So I wait,

And I wonder when...