I'm beating me up again
For the hundredth time today
On the inside, I'm so fragile.
I let words attack me
They get past my defenses
of this plastic built castle
Words burn through my walls
In the back of my head
I curse the world
I think about worst things.
Like a house on fire
A flaming disaster
It will make a mind unstring.
I can't take this feeling again.
Put my fire out, fireman!
My world melts around me
the plastic begins to drip
Making acid holes int he floor.
Inside my head, I'm haunted
with excessive heat on me
I can't seem to open the door..
Thoughts burn through my walls
In the back of my head
I curse the world
I think about worst things.
Like a house on fire
A flaming disaster
It will make a mind unstring.
I can't take this feeling again.
Put my fire out, fireman!
I'm burning!
I need water!
Put this fire out!
I'm burning!
I need water
Extenguish my doubt!
In the back of my head
I curse the world
I think about worst things.
Like a house on fire
A flaming disaster
It will make a mind unstring.
I can't take this feeling again.
Put my fire out, fireman!
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Author:
MikeyA (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 18th, 2017 22:11
- Comment from author about the poem: This is basically a story of a man who beats himself up for everything. I was in a house fire and I was blamed for it. So now, inside my mind, its uncontrolled inferno chaos. Now i beat myself up for things and I hear voices screaming in anger in my head.
- Category: Sad
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Comments1
Here comes the firefighter. We had a huge thunderstorm this morning, any fire shall be out after it.
Hope after writing this, you cool down already. Well expressed.
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