Battles

its hard to hold on when there is nothing there
its hard to say sorry when no one cares
its hard to be happy when no one is letting you
its hard to understand who i am behind the mask
the pain
the scars
the battle
the tears
the broken hearts that remain 
the ones who loved me then
the one that hears my cries 
i thought they died
the broken soul
the damaged heart
the walls that build higher and higher with every fight
the pain
the scars
the battle
the tears
the damaged soul
the one i use to know has slowly died
shes terrified
the scars that remain remind her of why she did what she did
the lost soul 
the one that can't be satisfied has been taken alive