Distraught Life

Life inside my mind can be so agonizing sometimes..

I pray for answers and search for guidance though it just seems too hard to find..

Im deeply misunderstood and impossible to reach

My heart crying as I force myself to sleep

I keep so much in because its easier than having to speak

But at the same time i let alot out, and still I'm let down by so many people who over look my feelings with doubt..

Anger, sadness and frustration fill my head

I can't figure it out..

No one ever listens to me, Even as I shout!

But they do hear me,

They just don't care enough to truly understand what it could be about..

My inner rage screams louder as the ones who are supposed to protect me EASILY turn against me!

Feeling like this is deadly..

Theres so much that still lies ahead of me and I'd be lying if I said I was ready..

..-f.b