Identity CRisis

I'm playing on the ideal of leaving you and loving you

too close for comfort

I have you wrapped up in my soul

mind games 

challenges

Spring time

LOst LOve.

I'm so confused it's confusing

your so close to opening the alabaster gates of my alabaster heart and yet I know you can break the ice

but i'm almost out the door and you're holding onto me like it's your last breath you will ever breathe

and i'm trying to let go but 

I need you.

I want you

Im looking out the window and my mind keeps sliding back on who you are and what we can be 

not ashamed of our true identity

of where we can go if we just cut the chains of society

Im fighting this battle of conforming to the world or bussing the seams wide open and strutting in Victory. 

WE are two in one fighting over dominance

I've been this way for so long and you have showed me a new way of living

but If i convert my senses, taking a dip in your enchanting waters one more time I know i'll drown 

moved by your boldness and safety, integrity you hide nothing and hold tightly onto truth

it drives me crazy

and i'll know someday you'll win but I just don't want to die yet

or do I ?

Identity CRisis