Shadows

Shadows of my past returning from there sleep, the thoughts, the emotions, the pain and defeat.

The past of myself awaking from slumber,  pushing me down to make me sleep.

The past is rushing to be the present and future, trying to escape the the lies and decipt.

My control is lost and the pit of Shadows I awaken in, dragging and clawing at me to stay. 

Trying to change me to my old broken ways, lies and decipt broken by defeat.

Fighting to escape the pit of darkness and sorrows, begging and pleading to not be beat. 

Losing the battle to the darkness and Shadows, 

Getting left behind in the sands of time. 

The shadows have won I am drug down to deep,

The darkness grows so I must admit defeat.