09/7/2017 D.L

a day like any other, wait for my next check is what I told my mother. 

I started freaking out from the stress man I couldn't keep it covered. 

Arguing for no reason I know i love her. Anger in my voice and im

sorry for my tone but, its hard to be calm when the only opinion that matters is her own.

rage built up and then a punched a whole in the wall I know she hate it. I 

could not stop i was feeling under appreciated. She cussed me out so i went to my room

slammed the door and waited, waited and waited. Sitting on my bed looking at the wall ahead of me. 

Thinking this is all i had or will have this is my destiny. Fucking stuck here cause im worthless.

how selfish am I to think ow bad this curse is. Dakota you're going no where and nothing really matters

especially you put that in your minds eye and stick it through; that hard head of yours. Nothing to nobody not .

even your mother who knows what is goin on in the mind of your brother. That's why i popped today like a 

blister you aint shit Dakota words from your own sister. I don't even feel the pain no more. it used 

to feel like my heart torn. said it will get better one day.

But look around mother fucker.